been a while

alot of shit has gone down since my last posts…

i relapsed hard to drugs but am now clean and sober again…

i got evicted and am currently in a safe place but have no home….

my therapist almost gave up on me

my ed is between emo eating and mia

i may lose my mental health team if i end up out of their area and im super attached to them but cant afford their area

i no longer have a mother… i have had to detach due to her abusive nature…. shes not my mom or even a friend to me anymore…. i got enough healing to do without the continual abuse

i was in psych again for psychosis (mild)

for now, i am hopeful, grateful, confused, scared and irritable and always craving sugar… early days in addiction recovery

forgot password to old wp… enchantedenigma81…. and that email is deactivated so im starting over

feel free to message me any questions you may have

love and peace