There’s just too much. Please, God, no more.
Thank you that I have somewhere I can go to regroup. My mind is spinning in so many directions. I can’t think clear. I lose time. I to things and forget. I’m here but I’m not. Its as if I’m out of my body and floating aimlessly God knows where.
I pray love, peace and healing all around.
I feel lost. My soul wanders.
My prayer is to be used by God to spread His hope, love and healing to the broken. I pray to be completely healed myself , not for selfish reasons, but so I can reflect Him to others. I know He is working in mine and others lives. My heart goes out to those who do not yet know Him and His love for them. I pray against the spirit of addiction, the spirit of doubt, the spirit of hopelessness and depression in Jesus name. Please use me Lord for your glory. I love you, God, with all that is within me. Thank you Lord. In Jesus precious name. Amen
I used to be anorexic . Then fell into bulimia. And for the last 2 years I’m not able to stop myself from binging. And I’m trying not to revert to bulimia . I dont know how to stop or why I just don’t. I’m embarrassed and depressed. Now my health is bring affected by the high weight… Hard time breathing, dizzy, hard to get up from sitting, socks are hard to put on, can’t cross legs, etc. I joke about my weight and make fun of myself, especially when I’m with my bff of ten years who is anorexic. But inwardly I’m not happy, my self esteem is at an all time low, my health is a worry, and old behaviors are tempting. Sorry for the rant. I have no one to talk to about this.
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