I have just over a month clean and sober. I am still homeless but in a safe place off the street. I am grateful for that. I am overcoming my eating disorders and yet I am fighting recovery, stupidly planning to return to fasting and restricting once I’m in my own place. I know that sounds stupid and crazy . It’s how I feel though. I am watching insidious 3 in my room. I am praying for an apartment or basement suite for Feb 1st. I am waiting for addiction treatment also. Plus not self harming. I can’t engage in self harm or ed or addiction while here. I will remain clean and sober and self harm free…. but I’m ambivalent about ed. Anyway, I’m rambling so that’s all for now. ..
enchantedenigma1981 